try to walk away and I stumble
It’s really hard to believe that I survived my second year of university.
Well,
I’m not quite done, still got two more exams to write, but I don’t expect
to di
e during them. I can easily look back and say “this has been one really
fucked
up year” which, ironic enough, is probably exactly what I said at the end
of las
t year. I gained a ton of new friends this year, which I actually didn’t
expect
– I guess I thought it was going to be like UTS (my high school) where
I’d go b
ack to the same old crew, year after year, but it’s not. University is
fluid.
It’s madness. It’s crazy. And I love it. I’ve already got my plate full
of th
ings to do – although I’m leaving the Com
puter Science Club I’m already diving head first into college
government. W
ill I survive? Will I go on academie probation after this semester? Only
time
(and the registrar) will tell.
Song: Macy Gray – I Try
I heard this song and also saw the video for the first time on April 7th
at the
CASU Council end-of-year house party. I then totally forgot about it
until toda
y when I checked up on Calum’s journal and noticed that he had just picked it
up. S
o I grabbed a copy and it’s on repeat in Winamp right now. The lyrics are
simpl
e but remind me of all those times when I did something stupid and just
wish I c
ould go back in time and do the right thing. I’m going to invent a time
machine
. Yeah.