Category: my ramblings

  • all hands on the bad one

    Well, I can’t wait for the technical issues to get sorted out – I need to write in here. I guess after writing in here since April I’ve gotten dependent on it.

    Last night was very, very strange. Myself and a bunch of friends were having dinner and then going out for my friend Tony’s birthday. I showed up at my girlfriend’s house at 6, as this is where dinner was being prepared by my friend Nic (excellent dinner, Nic!). I went into the kitchen to see if I could help and quickly got conscripted into chopping vegetables for the salad. A few minutes later I was chopping some onions and momentarially stopped paying attention to the distance between the sharp knife I was weilding and my left hand, and proceeded to slice into my thumb.

    Needless to say, this fucking hurt a lot. I had cut through part of my fingernail and made a nice deep cut in the end of my thumb, nearly taking an entire chunk of flesh out of it (but not quite). I managed to get two band-aids on it but soon realized that this was not going to be enough. Sandy came to my aid and securely wrapped my thumb in gauze and tape. Soon afterwards the bleeding stopped, and I was alright except for the pain.

    Tony and Erin arrived late, but they were allowed because it was Tony’s birthday 🙂 We ate, sang happy birthday, he opened his presents, and we all watched the Simpsons on TV and drank plentiful champagne, wine, and other liquors. Sandy looked very beautiful.

    We eventually made it to the Woolwich Arms pub. Sandy and I were being less-than-subtle in displaying our affections, but I didn’t care if anyone was watching us. I was having great fun, and so was everyone else.

    We eventually left the pub as our final destination for the evening was to be The Underground for some dancing. I had been telling Sandy all week that I’d have to get right drunk before I’d get out onto the dance floor, but honestly I knew I would have fun and was looking forward to going.

    Then I looked at my thumb and noticed that it was hurting lots more and was bleeding again. It didn’t feel good, and I knew that it should be looked at by a doctor. I caught up to Sandy and told her that I needed to go back to the house. I knew that she was really looking forward to the night and felt bad and stupid for ruining her night by driving a knife into my thumb. In my mind I wanted her to stay and have fun, so when after I said goodbye to my friends I was shocked that she was coming with me.

    We took a cab back into the house and I unwrapped my wound to find it bleeding strong. The part of my nail that I had sliced into was still hanging on and it was only in the way so I had to cut it off. I cut through the bit of the nail that was still attached, and tried to pull it off but FUCK that hurt. Sandy asked me if I wanted her to redress it or if I wanted to go to the hospital. I was holding my thumb underneath the running water in the bathroom sink and the water going into the drain had red streaks through it. I decided to go to the hospital.

    All through this I was so glad to have someone by my side helping me. I’m sure I could have dealt with it alone if I had to, but it was good to have someone to talk to and comfort me and take my mind off my bleeding thumb while I was waiting in the suture room in Guelph General Hospital at 1 am.

    So I got stitched up (one of the stitches went through my fingernail – neat!) and we went back to the house. Everyone was back from dancing and were watching the Dark Crystal – except for people who had gone to bed or Nic who was snoring on the couch 🙂 My finger still throbs and I’m going to get a Tetnus shot at Health Services on Monday (if I can find someone to go with me, last time I had one as a kid I had a very bad reaction) but it’ll all be good. I am lucky to have people who care about me and want to see me better, and I love them more than anything in the whole world, and would do anything for them.

    Does this count as a story? 🙂

  • chuma.org is back

    Update: CubeSoft got back to me and my data is not gone, I am working on getting it back. I just need SSI on this new server and I’m set.


    The site is back. E-Mail is not quite up yet, and not everything has been uploaded from my 45 day-old backup yet. If you are trying to e-mail me instead send it to victor@cs-club.org.

  • there’s nothing Nietzche couldn’t teach about the raising of the wrist

    Well, I just went to my first class of the semester: History of Modern European Philosophy from Kant. Actually felt myself start to think about things in that contemplative, constant churning-of-the-mind kind of way.

  • lyrics to go

    This is the hundredth entry I’ve posted here.

    Today was crazy busy. I spent all morning and afternoon getting ready for and helping to run one of the frosh BBQs, and then I worked a four hour shift at work in the evening. I am so damn tired.

  • The Evil Business Guy Made of Butter

    Well, I’m moved back to Guelph. Feels like home, except I haven’t built up giant mounds of paper yet. It didn’t take long before I had meetings scheduled, people to call, etc etc. Right back into it.

  • soup in pouch

    Going back to university monday. Always an adventure.

  • swingin’ on the gallows pole

    It’s a funny thing, I always get more hits when I forget to madly check the stats all the time. (The stats page now says 1470, but there was about 300 before that, so I guess almost 1800 hits on just the main page since April isn’t bad at all.

    I seem to be entering a mad Led Zeppelin phase. Watch out.

  • we can get down

    Finally got my Proxim RangeLAN2 network working. Now I can sit on my couch and IRC, or walk around the house and send e-mail from my Newton. I’ll probably write a page about getting this set up sometime soon.

    This week I’m lounging around a home before school. Planning on working on my Newton site this week, as well as a few other things. Recieved my newest Neo Geo Pocket Color game the other day, Crush Roller. Nothing like mindless arcade puzzle fun. And it only cost me $10. Nice.

    Song: A Tribe Called Quest – We Can Get Down Hit the city streets to enhance my soul
    I can kick a rhyme over ill drum rolls
    With a kick, snare, kicks and high hat
    Skilled in the trade of that old boom bap

  • do not meddle in the affairs of wizards, for you are crunchy and good with ketchup

    I had to resist the urge to slay every single person on the subway with a newspaper today. The sheer volume of newsprint being devoured astounds me and yet no one reading these papers seems to give a damn.

    In other news, the hardware fairy has visited me this week and bestowed upon me some Proxim RangeLAN2 wireless network hardware, which I am about to put into good use in my Newton once I get the stupid security IDs worked out.

  • one note samba

    Must overcome urge to stay at home… must go to work for two more days…