despair

Posted on December 2nd, 2000 in my ramblings.

Well, I’m just about fucking done. I am going to fail CIS*3650. No joke. It’s all down the fucking tubes. I am doing fine in my remaining classes, but I could kick myself down a fucking staircase for being so negligent in this course. There’s no point in even writing the final exam. I threw the fucking course away, and of course the time and money.

If I don’t stay in school I seriously don’t know what I’d do. I’ll still be in school next semester. I might be under probationary status though. I’m wondering if I’ll have to go to an academic counsellor, a real counsellor, or something. I’ve never been to someone like that before. I might be half done my degree after this semester.

My life feels useless.

 

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