sometimes the lyrics just fit my mind perfectly.

Guster – Come Downstairs and Say Hello from the album Keep It Together

Dorothy moves to click her ruby shoes Right in tune with dark side of the moon Someone, someone could tell me Where I belong Be calm, be brave, it’ll be okay No more messing around and living underground And new year’s resolutions By this time next year I won’t be here I turn on MTV, the volume’s down Lips move, they say It’ll be okay To tell you the truth, I’ve said it before Tomorrow I start in a new direction One last time these words from me I’m never saying them again and I shut the light and listen as my watch unwinds To tell you the truth, I’ve said it before Tomorrow I start in a new direction I know I’ve been half-asleep I’m never doing that again I look straight at what’s coming ahead and soon its going to change in a new direction Every night as I’m falling asleep These words repeating in my head Voices calling from a yellow road To come downstairs and say hello Don’t be shy, just say hello To tell you the truth, I’ve said it before Tomorrow I start in a new direction I know I’ve been half-asleep I’m never doing that again I look straight at what’s coming ahead and soon its going to change in a new direction Every night as I’m falling asleep These words repeated in my head

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